Life....

Sometimes life should come with an instructionpamplet!!

Right now, it seems I can't do anything right and that bothers me a lot!!!

I'm trying to be a great mom to my kids, a good friend to those who need one and last but not least, a loving girlfriend to my wonderful boyfriend!!

Nothing seems to go my way at the moment and I don't know how to turn it around! I have a lot of support from my friends, but they can only do so much! I don't think it's fair to them that I drag them down with me...

I thought life would get easier after moving to this place but I was wrong! I really hope life doesn't stay this bad...

I'm usually an outgoing person but lately I've become the kind of person that stays home everyday and I only go out if it's really necessary! I don't like beeing that kind of person!!! Does anyone have any good suggestions on how to return to my happy self???

Please don't hesitate to tell me because I'm desperate for answers!!

My wonderful daughters are asleep! They start school in the morning after their christmas vacation! They needed this time to recharge their schoolbatteries...

i think it's good to get back into our routines again! It always gets a bit rough when the kids are at home everyday! They don't have a lot to do!

If I had the money I would take a weekendtrip to a spa or go to a another country for a few days! I really think I need to get away from everything! Am I a bad mom to say that?? I hope not!

Right now I'm sleepless, and that is annoying! I haven't slept a whole night in months so I'm really really tired! My back is killing me so I hope I can get some help when I go see the doctor on wednesday!

That's enough complaining for one night!

Lots of hugs and kisses to all of you!